Make yourself the priority Eve. You matter first over everyone. Take care of yourself before you try and find someone to take care of you. I hope you are okay <3
I am the priority. But like when someone makes plans with me, it would be nice to not get left hanging. Like be here when you say you’ll be here or don’t ask me out at all. I could’ve made other plans tonight but instead I wasted my saturday night waiting around and that’s shitty. You know? I am my own priority but also like it’d be nice if people kept their fucking word.
totally valid to be upset or at least frustrated about that. that’s been happening with me too with this girl it’s the WORST and aggravating as hell. he oughta prioritize you better than this in the future
Thanks dollface. I’m really conflicted about it. I’m trying not to seem needy and clingy because I’m not his responsibility, we aren’t even together. Hell, he’s not even the only person I’m seeing. So I feel like I shouldn’t make a big deal out of it. But also I fucking dig him so hard and just want to spend time with him and he knows that, I’ve told him enough times. And he’s always sad about not getting to see me enough. Which would make you think things like this wouldn’t happen but then they do and I’m just like what do I do? Do I confront him and be like wtf man? Or do I just fucking forget it? I’d like to just forget it except I GOT ALL FUCKING CUTE FOR HIS STUPID ASS AND NOW IT’S ALMOST MIDNIGHT AND I’VE LITERALLY WASTED MY ENTIRE SATURDAY NIGHT SITTING ALONE IN MY ROOM I’M SO ANGRY.
I’m gonna cry. This is awful. Like I don’t even mind that he’s late. I just don’t want to end up not seeing him. When he told me he was staying late at the shop I even told him, “As long as I get to see you tonight.” But this wouldn’t be the first time we made plans and then he just ends up canceling. And I can see that happening now. “It’s really late and I’m so tired, maybe we should do this another night.” God I just want to be someone’s fucking priority for once.