one time i was at a nightclub and it was really dark and i met a guy and we didnt really talk he kind of just like guided me to the dance floor and we grinded on eachother and made out and he whispered wanna go to my place in my ear and i was like yeah ok so we went outside to get a cab and we looked at each other in the light of the streetlight and he turned out to be my bio. teacher and he literally sprinted away
Joseph Stalin raises his head, a sly twinkle in his eye as he meets the bald man’s suggestive gaze. “Walter…” He purrs, dragging his tongue along the underside of his mustache in anticipation. “I see you’ve finally arrived.”
"Oh, Walter," The man chuckled, mustache quivering in delight. "I am the police.”
I got to see him for a bit tonight. One of the first things he said to me was, “I have a surprise for you.” It was adorable. He got his headshots done today and told me he wanted to surprise me with a framed one but that he thought I’d see them on facebook first so he wanted to be the one to show me before I saw them. He’s so fucking adorable. He was really sad when he left though. It’s been rough lately. Him not having a car right now and me living with my ex has put a strain on things. But I know things will be okay. He looked at a car today that seemed good. It’s gonna get checked out tomorrow and then he’ll go from there. My fingers are crossed for him. He’s been so stressed and frustrated lately and I feel so bad. Most of the time I can cheer him up, but tonight it was a little harder. I just wanted to hold him all night and tell him that everything will be okay, but he had to go. I know that things will get better. We’re gonna be alright.
“When you meet someone who tries their hardest to stick by you regardless of how difficult you are, keep them. Keep them at all costs because finding someone who cares enough to look past your flaws isn’t something that happens every day.”—(via hefuckin)
It’s like I can’t even remember what it felt like to be in love with her any more. All I can remember is the feeling of trying to hold on with everything I had but still failing. I wish I could remember the good, I wish I could feel that again. Sometimes wanting something just isn’t good enough, even when you want it with all your heart and soul. Lord knows how bad I wanted us to work out.
She leaves tomorrow to go back to school. I’m sad. It’s fucked up. We had a crazy summer but I’m going to miss her. I don’t know how to handle these feelings. I wish I didn’t have them. Things would be so much easier if we hated each other, but we don’t. We still love each other and I think that’s why this is so hard. It doesn’t feel right. I hate when things end. I know it’s for the best though. But fuck… I’m going to miss her so fucking much.